[ derek looks up at her, startled-vulnerable, and then looks away just as quickly. he has to put his sandwich back on the plate, ball his fists so she doesn't see his hands trembling. ]
[ he doesn't think about sex when he masturbates. he thinks about — other people's scent, sometimes, the way they smell when they look at him and feel aroused, the way they smell when they've just been having sex. he thinks about the sensation of pleasure and pain, of being somewhere warm and far away. sometimes he watches porn, but it doesn't really do anything for him, isn't immediate enough. mostly he just closes his eyes and gets doesn't think about anything until he comes. ]
[ right now he's thinking about cora, right up in his space. he wants to bare his throat to her. ]
no no i'll pass on sharing our incest thread w anyone else ever ty
[ he doesn't think about sex when he masturbates. he thinks about — other people's scent, sometimes, the way they smell when they look at him and feel aroused, the way they smell when they've just been having sex. he thinks about the sensation of pleasure and pain, of being somewhere warm and far away. sometimes he watches porn, but it doesn't really do anything for him, isn't immediate enough. mostly he just closes his eyes and gets doesn't think about anything until he comes. ]
[ right now he's thinking about cora, right up in his space. he wants to bare his throat to her. ]
No.
[ to both questions. ]