[ derek is comfier now that he's dressed in tight jeans and a henley and has gone for a run and put memories of the bathroom incident behind him. he decides it's not going to be weird with cora so long as they don't talk about it, ever. ]
[ so of course, she talks about it. ]
[ he's making himself a peanut butter sandwich, with a lot of peanut butter, when she asks him, and his knife accidentally goes through the bread, like a wound. ]
What?
[ yes. he's absolutely repressed, because he's locked sex away. and everyone, everyone knows what he did. how kate was crazy, and he still gets trembly-furious when he thinks about how she used him, how soft her hands were. jennifer had used him too. he can't trust his body. ]
mm yes pls
[ so of course, she talks about it. ]
[ he's making himself a peanut butter sandwich, with a lot of peanut butter, when she asks him, and his knife accidentally goes through the bread, like a wound. ]
What?
[ yes. he's absolutely repressed, because he's locked sex away. and everyone, everyone knows what he did. how kate was crazy, and he still gets trembly-furious when he thinks about how she used him, how soft her hands were. jennifer had used him too. he can't trust his body. ]
No.